Why do u hav to keep control my life!!!

Ever since i was a child...u keep control me...
wan me do this do that...like i'm some superhero!!!!
but i'm juz a normal person ok!!!
i wan to hav a normal life like everyone else...

Now i have grown...now u still wan to conttrol my life...
even choosing my own college,my main study course...
u still wan to help me decide...
Y?????

I'm interest in the subjek that i like...
y u wan 2 force to take or study something i dun like!!!
I HATE IT...
give me some freedom....PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love Life

What do u think about ur life???
A great life,a cruel life,an unfair life or a boring life??
But u should be happy that u r living healthy n not having any sickness that can take ur life away...

At taiwan,some children hav infect blood cancer n more...
They only can live for one year...
But they hav many dreams that they cann't complete...
They wan to spend more time with their parents...
But they can't...

U may think ur life is worse than anyone in this world...
But ur better that those children...
At least u can live longer n spend more time with ur family than them...
U should be thankful...

So, I Love Life
I Love My Life...
Do u love ur life???我
love life

让我们一起珍爱生命永不放弃

Went To Bintulu n go back to visit kem...

Woke up tis morning on 4.55am
Call Ivan to pick me up at 5.30am
But instead he came at 5.45am
Then went to get Bibi
Keep getting message n phone calls from Raymond
Coz our bus start moving at 6.00am
Right on time to get on the bus
Poor Ray was the only boy that going with us
Poor guy...
Me,Bibi,Yien Yien n Jenny sat at the end of the bus
It was a hell of a ride...
Like having a ride on a roller coaster

Yien Yien n Jenny was in bad luck
Coz there was a very disturbing "uncle" kept talking bout his so called "life" to them
Is a good thing that me n bibi was already sleeping
10.00am finally arrived at Bintulu bus terminal
We went to look for the Inn that Cikgu Lin recommend us to go
Meet up with Cikgu Lin's husband there
He help us to check in
After checking in,we went for lunch...
We went to buy some food to visit our kem after lunch
At Sing Kwong,we met KJ Muran N Cikgu Joe there as well
What a coincidence...
We also met Cik Nor at our Inn too...

After shopping...we all took our rest at the inn...
At 4.45pm,we went for a early dinner at KFC...
It look us some time to reach KFC cause we got a bit lost to look for it...
After our yummy dinner...
Raymond decide that we go watch some movies at the Cinema that nite,so we went to see Ironman 2 at 8pm...
We got there a bit early so Yien Yien pulled me to play some video games
Ironman 2 was a good movie n we took some photos when we were wating for our taxi
We reached our Inn bout 10.45pm... Then i got this message from Cikgi Lin...
She told me that she's at the Inn n ask me if i were at our room...
After i reply her message,we heard someone knockong on our door...
N just as u know it...Cikgu Lin rush in n bully me for bout 30 min...
At 12.15 am...Ray let us watch the movie"How To Train Ur Dragon" on his laptop
Quite a funny movie thought...

Finally bout 12.45 am,i was so damn tired so i went to bed first...
U thought i slept until 8am...
U're wrong...
Someone that slept right beside me...
Woke me up on 3.45am...
For one reason only...
Is that she can't sleep...
N she's not even sleepy...
Guess who that is...
Thats right... Is Bibi...
N thats where i become a panda for the next 7 hours
Finally 11am can take a nap at my bed...
Then suddenly heard someone's taking pic...
When i opened my eyes...
Guess what i saw...
Yien Yien with her handphone on camera mode on her hand....
Haiz...

Check out our room on 12pm...
Finally,we're were on our way back to kem
When we reach there....
All of the teacher was surprise
Then Cikgu Ahmad ask us to eat our lunch at kem...
Was having Chicken Rice that day...
So yummy...
Then got permission to go back to dorm n visit all the teacher...
While some of them was still having vacation...
There r so many new coach arrived at kem...
Hope they r good

I even had another chance to had our bath at my bathroom(BP10)
N also had a nap at my bed again...
Yahoooooooooooooo..............
4.00pm...time to say Goodbye to Kem Similajau again...
Bomoh took us to the bus station...
Then we go yamcha at a coffee shop after bomoh left
While we were waiting our bus at the bus terminal...
We saw Cikgu Kaaran N Cikgu Hazrul at the bus terminal...
Coz the second group r going back to kem that day
So those two r there to pick them up
What damn luck we had those two days... haha....

6pm....on our way home to Sibu...
On our way back...We heard someone snoring so loud that even some of the Ibans almost wan to complain already...
10.05pm arrived at Sibu...
Hope hav another chance to visit kem again^^

Finish watching Ironman 2
Going back to Sibu

Back at kem
Having Nap Coz someone woke me up at 3.45am....

Dinner is served
Cikgu Lin attack me... LOL
Nap at BP 10 again

Miss them so much...

Is been a few months now since i left Kem Similajau PLKN
Felt like is was just yesterday tat i just got in to kem...
Life there is quite tired at first...need to wake up for morning pt
N then hav to go class...felt boring at first...
Then afternoon hav kelas fizikal...that ok with me
But only hate the weather there...is so damn hot at 2pm...
N u hav to wear those thick uniform...n also shine ur boots...
Not to meantion tat u're living with different ppl that r from different cultures
There are also mentor-mentis,class n even class rohaniah at night...
Sometimes don't hav enought sleep...

On my first week there,when we watch some video at the hall...
It started raining heavily...the teachers used some billboard to help us blocked the rain...
N i'm sitting with my friend,Aline,tat night...
After watching the video...the teacher wan us to stand up to sing the NS song...
When we were doing that...suddenly i heard a sound crack...
Then i see black shadow becoming bigger above me...
The next thing i know is tat i heard the boys saying:"hurry help to lift the bill board"
N some of my frenz were shocked...cause the billboard fell on top of me n aline...
At that point i can't feel my head n i can't even move to get away from the billboard...
After the boys lift it...i saw Aline was ok because i was a bit taller than her so bout 99% of the damage was on me...
The first thing my teacher do is check on my head n ask me if i felt dizzy...
I told her that i just can't feel my head...
So my teacher brings me to the medic so tat they can check my head...
After the doctor said that i'm ok...i return to meet my room mates...
One of them was Xiao Hui...
I saw her crying then i ask the her bout the reason...
She told me that she is afraid that I might injure my head after the incident n dun hav the chance 2 chat with me again...
Coz the 2 of us always hav to fight on everything...even its not important...
By the way...Xiao Hui is the 1st person that spoke to me...
After that Sing Yee also cry because she saw the two of us cry...
N that how I met some great ppl here...

On the second week...get use to the timetable there already...
Thought tat is going to be fun n just try to enjoy it
Until i been selected to be a rankholder...
The first thing tat pop up in my mind is...oh shit...
A rankholder...tats means many jobs n can't enjoy all the training like a normal ppl
N if ur team mates make some trouble...the rankholders r the one going to get punish...

First week as rankholder is quite tired...
U hav to wake up early in the morning n wake up all ur room mates...
Make sure their beds r cleans...
Hav to be earlier to go anywhere than the other kompeni...
N the biggest things that stress me the most is that my kompeni is kompeni diraja n we hav to remain as kompeni diraja...
But the great things is tat my two sarjan r a great help to me...
My teachers r also helping me out...
The best of it is that all of my team mates also do well with each other...
This make me feel that my job is not that tired that i think it will...
The other kompeni's rankholder r also good frenz to me n ...

At Ns,i also hav a funny family...
My dad...Chang Siew Mei which is a funny person n always likes to act...
My mum...Yeo Wern Xin...is really acting as a real mum...haha...
My sister...Aline Ling is a person with attitude...so better dun make her mad...
N i hav three daugthers...
My eldest daughter,Pang Sin Yee...loves to dance n sings...
N her husband is Justine Ee...which is quite cold...but quite funny...
My second daugther,Lai Weng Yee...who's also a rankholder like me...she's always playful
N her husband is Joshua which i never met before...wonder how's he like...hmmm...
N my youngest daugther is Ling Wan Ting...who's kind of blur everytime...haha
N last but not least...my naugthy niece...Fong Xiao Hui
So what the heck...we're still a funny n happy family...
Beside us...there r also bravo family,charlie family n delta family...haha...quite fun

At the end of the day of NS...i really dun wan the moment to end...
becoz the ppl that u live together,hav fun together n gossip together r going home...
but everyone...even the boys all burst into tears...
We don wan to leave our home...
To us Kem Similajau is like the second home for us...
N a big family too...

I wanna thank NS for teaching us some cool stuff n activities...
N let us live with different ppl from different places n cultures...
Miss u all so much my frenz...